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  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: Don't have to be so sad- Yo la tengo
  • Reading: --
  • Drinking: Too much Alcohol in my veins
I miss you all guys! It has been long since I actually made an update here, but it's.. I feel too deppresed, and yeah, that's kinda silly but despite being nonsense, I got hit for things that should not be as important. Unfortunately, they are for me and I can't deal with it. This probably looks very crappy, I'm not really good in english... or express my thoughts... I just feel to drop it somewhere, and Ta-dan! You were the chosen one!haha.. shit..

It's problematic. I have had this problem to focus at anything, to that point that have influenced my grades in college. Teachers give me disappointed looks when I'm dont do anything in all the class. But I try!!

My solitude have been showed more than usual, specially since my only confident and best friend have ironically move near of my place. I feel her further than ever!

Well, still, don't judge me!
Has been my anchor to live far too long and recently I knew she was in kind of relationship that I have never known. I feels like I will be discarded any day now and I'm so frightening. I must say it. I have kinda a liiiitle obsession with her. heh, well that's the result of having an only friend for more than 10 years. You start to set up some dependence to the person, and it's reaaally self-consuming. You just want to laugh of yourself at this point. "Why am I worried about it?", "Why should that be relevant to me?", "Why could not I understand her point of view? " I CAN'T answer this questions for myslef.

This must be a perfect show of narcissism. Though you don't believe, I just want to
stop thinking about anything concerning me. I don't want to hear me anymore. Not even my personals demons and real company, that at terms of a psychologist, I probably have created it to escape of a reality I don't want to face. I've never gone to a psychologist, but my sister is one of them and I have studied the theme for myself so...

Ah, stop, stop it! I have said too many stupid things for a night! And it's just monday! I have all the week to feel hate and disgust for myself. I'm really feel sorry if you have reached to this point of foolishness of mine.
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: You - Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: Hart's War
  • Eating: Apple



Tagged by: :iconxxdazzlingstarxx:

RULES:
1) You must post these rules.
2) Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 5 you tag.
3) Choose 5 people and put their icons in your journal.
4) You have to legitimately tag 5 people. 
5) No tag-backs. 
6) You can't say that you don't do tags.
7) You MUST make a journal entry! No comments.

All right here are :iconXxDazzlingStarxX's questions!

1.) Am I annoying you?
NopeNopeNope!

2.) What's your favourite OTP?
LxBB! Or NaruSasu! Though KageHina is-! Isshushipping!!! Why are you doing this to me??!!!Dx

3.) Do you like your appearance?
Yeah, nah, it's ok, bad.. trash!

4.) If you see me in real life what will you tell me?
Can I kidnap you??:meow: -I'll do it anyway but manners first!:devilish:

5.) Do you have pets?
Yup. A dog and two cats who hate each other!

6.) Are you tired?
Always~

7.)Do you like maths?
I love it~:heart:

8.) What will you do if your crush likes you?
"Just as planned!" 

9.) Can you dance?
Never

10.) Are you glad this is over?
No, I have to do other questions!


My questions ~!

1.) Did you think you were going to do this again?-Don't say never
2.) What was the last anime you watched?
3.) Karaoke?
4.) Awkward moment?
5.) Want some ice cream?- fuu I'm hungry
6.) A book you like/love?
7.) Anything you want to tell me?-included curses-
8.) You hate when..?
9.) Theme with which you identify?
10.) You had fan?:)

I tag:

Don't ask, DO IT! (and yeah! That includes you, :iconxxdazzlingstarxx:!!)
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: Don't have to be so sad- Yo la tengo
  • Reading: --
  • Drinking: Too much Alcohol in my veins
I miss you all guys! It has been long since I actually made an update here, but it's.. I feel too deppresed, and yeah, that's kinda silly but despite being nonsense, I got hit for things that should not be as important. Unfortunately, they are for me and I can't deal with it. This probably looks very crappy, I'm not really good in english... or express my thoughts... I just feel to drop it somewhere, and Ta-dan! You were the chosen one!haha.. shit..

It's problematic. I have had this problem to focus at anything, to that point that have influenced my grades in college. Teachers give me disappointed looks when I'm dont do anything in all the class. But I try!!

My solitude have been showed more than usual, specially since my only confident and best friend have ironically move near of my place. I feel her further than ever!

Well, still, don't judge me!
Has been my anchor to live far too long and recently I knew she was in kind of relationship that I have never known. I feels like I will be discarded any day now and I'm so frightening. I must say it. I have kinda a liiiitle obsession with her. heh, well that's the result of having an only friend for more than 10 years. You start to set up some dependence to the person, and it's reaaally self-consuming. You just want to laugh of yourself at this point. "Why am I worried about it?", "Why should that be relevant to me?", "Why could not I understand her point of view? " I CAN'T answer this questions for myslef.

This must be a perfect show of narcissism. Though you don't believe, I just want to
stop thinking about anything concerning me. I don't want to hear me anymore. Not even my personals demons and real company, that at terms of a psychologist, I probably have created it to escape of a reality I don't want to face. I've never gone to a psychologist, but my sister is one of them and I have studied the theme for myself so...

Ah, stop, stop it! I have said too many stupid things for a night! And it's just monday! I have all the week to feel hate and disgust for myself. I'm really feel sorry if you have reached to this point of foolishness of mine.

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Paraguay
Current Residence: Lambare
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, J-Rock
Favourite cartoon character: GAARA, L, ULQUIORRA & BEYOND BIRTHDAY!!
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:iconnemeabeing:
NemeaBeing Featured By Owner Edited May 4, 2015
Thanks for the fav ^_^ And I read you like Creature Feature? I think I like you :D
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:iconmortieru:
mortieru Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, no problem! I like your shinigami concept and your painting style is awesome!:heart: Actually, I should watch you!*going to her page*
And yeah, it's a band pretty original in my opinion.:meow:
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:iconnemeabeing:
NemeaBeing Featured By Owner May 5, 2015
You're really nice to me ^_^
Well, I think watching anime got me into some pretty strange music...but I'm happy with being strange :D 
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:iconmortieru:
mortieru Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
And then music got you into more horror movies and legends? Well, that's my case!xD
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XxDazzlingStarxX Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
0-0 why is my sister stalking you?
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:iconmortieru:
mortieru Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Stalking the stalker. I dont know!heh
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:iconxxdazzlingstarxx:
XxDazzlingStarxX Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Lol  I might be stalking you too 8D
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:iconmortieru:
mortieru Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Llama-Emoji-12 (Left and Right) [V1] 
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Goldstargirl Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015
I am stalking your page 8D 
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mortieru Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh yeah?! Then, then-!!*going to her page*
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